you are everything to me

when I open my eyes in the morning
you are the first person, who comes in my mind
when my fingers run on my skin
I feel your touch
When I see myself in the mirror
I feel like you are staring at me
and automatically my cheeks go red
when I close my eyes
I feel your closeness
Everyone says you are not with me
But I dont feel you are away from me
I dont need to rethink to call you 'my soul'
If you are everything to me
then why you are so painful to me !!